Day four, I expected to be easier and less pain. Instead I took a step back and ended up where I was on day 2. Tomorrow I will not move! No bending over, no reaching. I shouldn't have pushed myself.
I get super super sad at the end of each night. I think partially because of the drugs, partially because of wearyness of my body fighting to be better, partially because of the difficulty being on this path.
I'm also just disappointed that I'm not seeing more evidence of healing.
Tomorrow and the next day, I will NOT MOVE! It will be Buffy 24-7. That or Bones.
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